A bad patch of life

Some time I have to argee.. Life is just like humps.. Up and down and up and down.. Looks like I have a lot of humps in my life... But it is never a bad thing.. It is through all this humps, I get to learn about life and also a lot a lot of new things. This week is yet another bad patch of my life. Lots of downs and downs and downs. Never hear of any ups yet. 1 souring of friendship, 2 misunderstanding which lead to ppl accusing me.. Quizzes quizzes and quizzes. Report and report and reports. What's more? I just hate this lar.. I just need a listening ear and a friend who cares. And I know there are some people who cares. Thanks for accompanying me and to talk to me during my bad patch of my life. I had a talk with my dearest cousin recently. She is 1 of them who tried hard to pull me out of this shit.. She told me 1 thing which I totally agreed on.. That is.. People especially gals younger than 23 will be looking for fun and excitement in their relationship. People older than 23 will be looking for a more stable relationship. But why must it be at 23 years old? And do you think this is true?? Sigh. Guess I still got a lot of things to improve on. My character, my image, my studies. My ren2 yuan2 guan1 xi4 and a lot a lot more... I NEED TO CHANGE!!!!! AND IT IS TIME TO CHANGE!!