wee hours

wat am i doing here at the wee hours? shouldnt i be sleeping?? lol. im still so awake and i just had a bath.. Should i sleep or should i not.. actually went to my friend house til 3 am and because i dun want to spent the money on cab and also my wallet left 4 bucks onli, so i decided to walk back from bedok to tampines. Actually not very far lar.. just take me onli abt 1 hour plus to reach my destination plus carry a stupid heavy sling bag.. Started to dislike my sling bag le.. Think its time to invest in a new bag.. Any body want to buy for me?? Actually during the walk, nothing to do mah, so i on my hp to listen to mp3 lor.. so many songs, and each song got meaning de. haha ... and me started to become emo.. At the same time, i read my past SMSes in my another phone.. Suddenly realise some ppl just like to say for the sake of saying. Say want to do this, do that.. But in the end, change mind and do totally oppsite. Eg do that do this.. haha.. Chim right? Is it just those 3 min interest? or is it just their character? So why should i bother so much if they got their 3 min interest..

got ppl once told me.. if u have the choice of making most ppl happy and making 1 person sad.. and u can also choose to make everyone sad for 1 person happy. What will u choose? lol.. isnt it obvious? of coz we will choose to make 1 person sad to make everyone happy.. So if u are the unlucky one, im really sorry.. dun blame anyone.. blame yourself for being unlucky.. blame your fate.. haha

ppl in my block, all started to call me encik.. think its a xi guan liao.. even my BCM brotherhood also call me that.. i got so old meh... My room got so smelly meh.. lol.. maybe next sem u want this smelly room also no chance le... lol..

alright.. its 5 am and i still dun want sleep.. hooray.. logging off le.. good nite