see u next year

oh.. just had my first paper.. as usual.. Same old feeling. Feeling of da baoing is here again.. Y do i have to be in such a state every sem? cant i just come out and confidently say yes!!!! sure pass.. This time worst..IE (integrated electronics).. 1 of the killer subject in my course.. Haiz. think i next sem this time will have to take it all over again liao because of attachment next sem.. Wat to do ? blame myself for not hardworking bah.. Taking exam is not abt how well u can do.. it abt how well the ppl in the same course can do.. If everyone cannot do.. then u are save.. but hor.. Today's paper.. some say ok leh.. so sian and i can hardly do lor.. TMD... totally no mood to study le but i know i cant.. i must strive hard for my next few paper. let hope that it will not be like today again ... *pray*