wat went wrong??

Today isnt a good day.. BAD BAD BAD!!!!! always looking forward to wednesday coz i got to go out. But today, as expected.. Not able to go out. Due to alot of unknown reason.. Today was on the phone with my friend. Call her, she say call me back.. In the end, i called her 3 times and she never call back. then i decided to call her, and dun know for dun know wat reason, she suddenly keep quiet, and dun know for wat reason, she "KURP" my phone.. What did i do wrong? Can at least let me know?? ask her friend to ask her to call me. The reply was just "Don't bother abt him" seriously dun understand wat did i do.. Damn sick of it

Due to my bad mood and lost concentration in my work, i have decided to go for a run. A long long run.. I ran from my hostel, following the 1 79 route to boon lay interchange, and then follow the 199 route back to my hall.. To some ppl, it may be a normal run. but for me, i got 3 months never run le.. Kinda rusty liao and i din do any warm up.. In the end, i injured my leg, now cant even walk properly le. Wat will be worst to end my day? We shall see!!

This few days isnt a good day for me, if nothing much, pls dun try to provort me. I will roar!!! Time to concentrate on my work bah..

Am i holding on to something that has already gone???

so much to say, but who will listen

i got so much to say but who will actually sit down and listen to me. HaD a really a moody day.. Saturday and i am rotting at home. doing nothing.. really nothing.. Dun know why, i just dun feel like doing anything. And i just sit there rotting.. waiting for my hp to ring.. Apparently, it is not..

Had a long chat with my friend in msn. Actually not very long lar. Good enough to make me feel better lor.. haha. Although i know u would see my blog. But i just want to say thank you.. Thank you toking to me and entertain me.. haha

Well, this week is recess week. But it is not going to the time to play. Got to study because i got 3 quiz right after the recess week, 2 quizzes 2 weeks later and exams are coming.. WOOHOO.. Can u feel the shiok ness in me.. I shall put everything aside and concentrate on my studies.. I hope i can..

This entries actually i want to write very very long de.. but i think i am running out of ideas wat to write.. i guess my ang mo is gettin more and more chui le.. die!!!

Blk 50 rap..

chui chui chui, who is more chui
you you you, you are more chui
who who who, who is most chui
me me me, me is most chui..

haha.. Cant really remember the real thing, but its something like that..

U know, sometime u really have to believe in fate.It something really very scary, shall not explain on that.. . Or maybe its just some excuses created.. haha.. Anyway, just felt that my senses are good.. I mean my sixth sense. When i say, it is not going to happen, the things most likely wun happen.. Or maybe i just understand the people around me too well le.. its nearly 3 am, and i am still so awake.. WTH.. i should tuned back my bio clock..

sian-ed

things arent so beautiful anymore.. So tired so sian.. i want a break... can give me some days to make me so so so so busy or some days that i can just lie flat and dun do anything?

tomorrow going for hall movie. Hope its an interesting 1. Anyway its 5 bucks for a 9.50 buck ticket.. Ho eh!!!

Went to play soccer just now again.. third time this week leh.. I siao ah.. but today i play a while onli coz my passion and determination is all gone.. maybe its because of that again..Where r u determination and passion??

the word sorry

Wat is the meaning of sorry? i began to doubt this word.. Ppl tends to abuse this word. i always thought that say sorry le.. will change better. but ppl say sorry but still.. nothing is done.. Then y say sorry and making the same mistake again? i admit.. i abuse the word sorry also.. liwei is no longer a liwei

not asleep

had a long long talk with my friends in hall.. a good talk.. and least i get to know alot of new stuff.. at least i can relieve my mind.. just finish my Dinner and Dance at the traders hotel. It was a great night but it doesnt worth my 55 dollars lor.. so expensive.. A hole inside my pocket liao..Went for supper at newton circles after that. Take cab to newton circles and take cab back to hostel.. Some more midnight charge lor.. Vomit.

Just saw my bill coming up.. 1 hostel fee 600 bucks and another 1 is my sch fee 350 bucks (the rest is bank loan). Oh no.. really die le.. need to pay so much things. Bad debt.. haha..

And wat am i doing at this 6 am.. still so awake and still dun want to sleep? my bio clock has changed!!!!

wrong timing

haha... everything is at a wrong timing.. wrong timing to blog i guess. At this early morning, 5 am. And i am still so awake.. Not tired at all. And i dun think i cant fall asleep.. and i also dun dare to sleep.. When i sleep, i will dream. Dream dream dream..

Guess it also wrong timing to know some one.. Wat will happen if u meet someone that u like, at a wrong timing?? 错的时间认识对的人=失望。。i just feel that i am losing it. A very strong 1 indeed..

wrong timing to have so many problems, so many things to do and yet with so many problems and with so many quiz coming up and so little time.. dare sian... My life sucks..Just feel like throwing everything to one side and to close my self up.. mian bi shi guo...

Those reading my blog.. dun worry.. i am fine.. No worries k? 自己跌倒自己爬....

time for some blog

ok.. its time for me to blog again. It has been a real long time since i last blog lor.. 3 DAYS!!! haha.. too busy to blog lar.. i was busy with my projects and reports and still i am lagging so much behind.. Some one pls piggy back me to finish the race...

Well, actually i got alot alot of things to say. but its just that its inconvenient to blog here.. Well, some things arent really going my way anymore but u got to live to accept it gracefully and to accept the fate. Its destiny... Its yours, it will be yours. If its not yours, no matter how hard u fight, things arent going to change. So wat does it matter? enjoy wat u have now before u totally lose it.. Isnt it true?? Some more i am the one who is at fault being in all this shit mah.. life is short, y bother so much abt the 'name' given to it? just enjoy wat u have mah.. Although treatment is not the same and the amount of "cold water" given to me is way too much for me to drink. Just cant stand the coldness of the water some time. How i hope time will return to 1 month ago where everything is so perfect.. I guess all this arent perfect anymore..

kinda stress with my work recently.. Its week 6 le.. and i am like lagging for 6 weeks.. I am totally in a mess.. Real mess.. And i dun know how to clear up my mess now.. i guess recess week is the best week for me to do some catching up b4 all my quizzes come and hunt me after the recess..

finally finish my reports and projects. Its a sense of relieve lor.. although they are not very well done. but at least its done le.. no need to bother so much.. RIGHT?

dye hair

i finally dye my hair!!!! i say i want to do it last sem but dun know wat colour to buy and also dun know how to do and also dun dare... Since last night got Sio accompany me to dye. And we sharing 1 bottle (short hair ma). then i went to dye lor.. dun be shock, if u see my hair become like this.. the colour of my font.. haha

1001 things to do

well.. i have seriously alot of things to do.. really alot.. not many things actually. is the work i am going to do, take up so much of my time.. 2 major reports to be handed in. 1 last week, another 1 this week. Still got my 3072. wire wrapping take up most of my time lor.. still struggling with the wires.. Pray for me that it will work, if not i die liao... ann still got my weekly tutorials leh. 6 everyweek lor.. already lag so much behind le.. things just cannot finish.. This week still got hall rally, hall election, Dinner and Dance, and many many more.. Can i really cope this sem.. still got so many problems left unsettled.. pls save me!! i am suffocating

i had a bad day

i had a bad day.. really a bad day.. darn sian now... Slept quite late last night because i doing my lab report that is to be handed in today.. Well, dun know y... so many stuff dun know how to do and the report is like so sucky... haiz..

Then i went ihub to print my report.. Wah lao.. dun know wat happen lar... wanted to print the report but i keep cannot print it out... Dun know wat is the reason also,.. Change com also no use. make me waste time run here and there.. In the end, i have to copy and paste into another word document and reprint lor.. 16 pages leh and i already late for my lab liao. Thanks zi hui for helping

After lesson, i thought i will be going out.. In the end.. never go anywhere.. Had a quarrel with Pearl with the same old stupid stuff... i dun know lar... Problem always there and its always to my disadvantage..

1 hour later... tok to my mum on the phone.. Quarrel with her also.. I tok to her i want to vomit blood lar.. This sat actually want to celebrate my father birthday but kok yew also holding a farewell dinner on the same day and same place lor. so i was thinking whether to book the table side by side so that i can tok to both side mah.. my mum insist dun want... everything also dun want. she just want it her way... then wat u expect me to do!!!!. here cannot there also cannot... side by side will die meh


haiz... things just not in my way... i know everyone is feeling so bad and so miserable... Y not just solve all problems... Not easy but if not trying, how u know it easy or not?? just hope everything will be going off smoothly from today.. Dun want things to stay this way anymore

不说出的温柔

作词:范逸臣 阿怪 何启弘作曲:范逸臣编曲:martin tang

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事
只是想知道你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你
我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你
有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过
那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默
弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

picnic

I had an enjoyable day yesterday. Went 'picnic cum afternoon bbq with my UOB friends. Im so glad that they invite me to go lor.. lol.. It was so fun. By right, we are supposed to meet at 10am. but guess most of them cant wake up on time or busy with food making.. Most of them came around 10 plus or 11 plus.. haha.. i went cycle that day.. so long never cycle le... Had great fun..

Then we start our bbq by doing all those necessary stuff. Darn sian leh. got so many guys down there.. onli 2 person is doing the BBQ stuff.. 1 scare dirty, 1 not close to us. 1 onli know how to tok.. give instruction.. sarcastic say we lousy.. haha.. but overall, we still enjoyed ourself

achievement they have, 1) learn how to pitch a tent 2) pearl finally know how to cycle ( but fell down after that) 3) relation with Uob friends is still as strong

and alot alot more lor.. dun feel like saying anymore... Anyway.. in short, the picnic is great.. Hope to have more outing with u ppl.. lol..