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everything looks so different nowadays. Feel so different, feel so distant. No longer the usual long long smses and many many ..... feeling so xin ku like that. And i finally cant control it.. i ....

lousy day

I had a really lousy day.. Was so out of mood to do anything. Was feeling kinda sian. Guess its all the problem that has been hunting me all along. I hope this can settle it asap. The more it prolong, the more hurt it will caused. My friend today "suan" me very sarcastically.. Was feeling so pissed off with him and din really tok to him.. 1 more time from you, i shall show me my temper...

monday!! hate monday

i hate monday.. 4 hours of lectures make me feel so sian and tired. And i promise myself from today onwards, i will eat breakfast every monday.. Had a tutorial class at 11.30am to 12.30pm, because i din eat anything in the morning, i started to feel hungry even b4 my lunch break. Guess wat happen. My stomach is making alot of noise.. u know those noise that stomach will make when u are hungry?? kaoz. The whole tutorial was so quiet just now lor. then my stomach keep making noise.. Every one in the room laughs.. Sian 1/2.. i am so embaress.. bad day bad day

weekly update

well.. guess i am not blogging very often recently. its not because i am busy with my studies.. busy with so many other stuffs but not studies.. How can this be? i must be crazy.. I must start in front of my com from next week onwards (if i really can). What is gonna happen coming week or so.. I got inter block games (sepak takraw and soccer ) i want to join i want to join.. haha.. got a 'pinic' outing with my UOB friends. haha.. It has been a long time since i last go for pinic but thank you for inviting me.. But i am still deciding whether to go or not.. I will feel weird, i will feel green, i will fee awakward.. but most likely i will go. lol. i got 1 lab report to be handed in 2 weeks later and also 1 project report to be handed in on 15 Sept. Plus the workable project prototype.. Wah lao.. sian liao lor.. Where got time now!!!

woo hoo.. time for some updates again.. Well.. not much stuff has happened. just some down in my feeling.. Feeling weirdo.. Actually kinda sian of school life le.. Really nothing to look forward to.. I can onli look forward to Wednesday and some time week ends. U know y? coz i got to go out!!! haha.. Well.. this week has been a busy week.. Not with work but with relaxation.. monday soft ball, tue bbq, wed going out, thursday ktv, friday ?? staying in hall to do my stuff bah. Weekend still need somebody comfirmation..

Sometimes, i guess i need to take things easy.. really easy.. sometime i was wondering.. Wat is so good to know the truth? u know the truth, sometimes u will feel worst. isnt it? keeping asking for a truth just to make myself sad. But hor.. if u dun know the truth, u will feel even worst lor.. i guess its always better to be truthful to one another. Be it friends, family, couply or even stranger. haha.

k lar.. think i shall stop here.. time for BBQ!~!

updates

weekends weekends and weekends... weekends which look more like weekday. boring and boring and boring.. guess my life is back to those boring life and no more excitement.. nothing interesting.. I am not asking for anything interesting lar.. just hope that everything go smoothly can liao but i think it is a little bit difficult..

had a long chat with my friend. Actually not very long and i guess that talk really kind of sort up my mind on certain stuff.. The tagline is " Y bother so much, as long as happy can le lor" actually got a longer 1, i just cut short and certain meaning is lost.. Well seriously, certain things are not up to me to decide. Let them decide and face the fact

Got my intersem 2 result on thursday.. Sucks sia.. But i cant blame any one lar coz i din study hard enough.. skip all the lecture for this inter sem plus onli take 3 days to study for it.. And that 3 days are not full day some more.. lol.. but now i got a problem.. my degree audit put it as GE but i onli need to clear PE. guess i make a mistake while signing up.. I already send in an e mail to appeal to change to PE, hope they will change for me lor.. if not i am just wasting my time taking the exam

Went to Jasmine 21st birthday celebration.. Very honoured to be invited lor.. Coz not many ppl are invited mah.. lol.. lucky sio and chao kim is with me.. if not, i kinda feel out of place..

well... tomorrow i got a soccer game at 930.. It has been a long long time since the zoo fc came out to play soccer together.. Everyone is so busy with their own stuff and some went oversea study and to work.. Now its time to get them back 1 by 1..

Its time to stop here. Good night

serve me right!!!

This is to tell myself that next time, when i want to do something, Better use your brain... Think before i do anything if not once it has bad or not to wat u have expected, u gonna regret... never regret wat u have done!! But i guess, i have regretted in the things i have done coz it arent turning to the way i am hoping for le.. I have no one to blame but to blame myself for the foolishness.. I AM STUPID!!!!

REGRET!!!!!! REGRETS!!!!REGRET!!!!!!

tokyo drift

was feeling so tired yesterday, when i took the sbs bus to jurong point, i fell asleep and i nearly fell off from my chair lor.. so ma lu so paiseh.. bus got so many ppl some more.. went to watch tokyo drift with Pearl last night..An exciting show to watch but dun know y my friend say not nice leh.. maybe different ppl got different taste... after the show went back liao... and i din manage to grab my dinner so happen that my hall mates going for supper so i join them lor... nothing much to blog. i guess i have become another common talking point again.. lol.. So happy when my friend say i lost weight.. haha.. not 1 lor... i think got around 6 or 7 liao leh.. haha.. but seriously.. i am still FAT!!!

routine

routine.. everyday wake up.. go for lesson. wait for sms. come back rest a while, eat dinner. do this do that. 1 day ended.. WHERE IS MY LIFE!!! look like singapore is getting smaller and smaller... dun really know where to go. everywhere looks the same. ppl, got any place good to intro?

waiting for my post?

are u waiting for my post?? i hope u are. it has been a few days since i last update my blog... wat can i say? its just fireworks recently, sch work sucks and life began to become more and more sucks. its gonna be a new week tomorrow and a new beginning.. i dun think i will get used to it without it. We shall see how

fireworks yet again

Went to see fireworks yet again but this time alone... Abit cock lor go there alone but never mind lar. Who ask my friend dun like fireworks and i like fireworks so much... Watch alone got a very bad point, no one to tok to while waiting for the fireworks and also when i was abt to go home after the fireworks, esplande is so cramped so i decided to stand there to wait till the crowd is gone.. and i simply stand there to wait lor.. i did nothing.. stand there starred at ppl.. haha and wait for ppl to stare back at me.. haha.. damn stupid but overall the fireworks is fine.. will go for the friday fireworks again but dun worry.. This friday, my friend is joining me... yeah!!!

Fireworks

went to watch fireworks last night.. its was a great great experience. it has been a long long time since i last saw fireworks. got half a year i guess.. this year fireworks is nice but as compare to last year.. i think last year was better.. looking forward to the fireworks on 8/8, 11/8 and 12/8... pic? i think a bit hard.. but i use hp to take de.. so sorry..

FOC

finally ended 1 week of hell and enjoyment. hell because i get to sleep very little and i am sick.. enjoyment because i can play for this week.. play those stupid games lor.. got myself sunburnt, no voice, aching here and there.. guess i am getting old liao.. haha.. this week FOC, i made myself famous for being a photo slut.. haha.. bo liao lar... will update with my pic after i have receieve from my friends... 2 more days and its sch reopen.. sian.. tomorrow going for the fireworks.. looking forward to it lor.. hee

sick

i got a freaking bad throat and a bad cough.. cough till i got headache.. cough till i buay tahan.. tomorrow gonna see doc.. and i stil got 3 more days to go through for my FOC, shit.. if i cant even talk, how i go through my foc?

advise anyone

well.. is it true that when u contribute or 'give out' something, u will expect something equivalent or better in return? adivse anyone? Have been thinking some important stuff and some decision to make... It will be grading day soon...