counters

yeah!! added the counter that i want in my blog le.. That is what i wanted to have for my blog. Next will be adding of photo.. i shall learn it after my exams. 51 hours more!!!!

update

Time for some new updates.. Before all my dear fellow supportor stop supporting me.. i shall leave my books aside and write something here.. 1 more paper left. tiring cum torturing.. tired because tired of studying. torture because my friends most of them finish their exam le.. They are enjoying yet i am still siting here studying.. On my god.. let me count 60 hours to freedom.. minus of 3 days of 7 hours of sleep. that left with 39 hours.. plus lunch and dinner 1 hour each.. that will be 34 hours.. plus everyday will take 2 hours to slack. haha. that left with 30 hours. plus 2.5 hours of paper and half hour of journey to nanyang audit. 28 hours.. plus walk here walk there.. toilet bathe. brush teeth, refill water, stone . another 2 hours each so left with 24 hours.. pretty good.. but


OH SHIT!!!!

i left 1 day to study onli.. with so many things to practise and with so many tutorial to redo.. i better get going.. jia you and look forward to my holiday..

dream

nowadays, my dreams came more and more often.. everyday can dream more than 3 times. haha and guess wat, i have been dreaming the same stuff and same person. How can that be? 4D also not so accurate lar.. haha My mind still not resting when sleeping. Exam hurry over!!!! 6 more days to freedom.. AZA AZA FIGHTING!!! haha

ANGEL

歌曲：angel
歌手：林凡 专辑：都是他


spend all your time waiting for that second chance
for a break that would make it ok
there's always some reasons to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction or a beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybe i'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark, cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there're vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference, escape one last time
it's easier to believe
in this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees

in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

question to ponder

hm.. there was this quetion that i am wondering.. What do gals really look for when they are finding a boyfriend? looks? sercuity? $$$$? feeling? There was this gal i tok to recently.. she told me that she will choose a guy that can give wat she wants? that mean she will choose a rich guy that can give her everything she wants? actually she is not the only 1 bah. My friends' friends are also like that. Is $$ really that important? I dun doubt that $$ is important but have to go to the extent to onli chosse rich bf?? Cannot like, if the guy is poor, then just 共患难 and suffer together? haha.. tell me tell me!

fatter

oh no!! oh shit!! oh my god!!! i am getting fatter day by day.. i cant let this goes on.. i need to do something about it after my exam.. that means, more running, no more supper and excerise excerise excerise.. i hope i can do it.. haha... tell u the truth.. i am quite disgusted with my own image also.. haha.. jia you!!!!

the story of 大包和小包

everytime during exam period.. there will always be this story about 大包和小包。。 There was this person called 小包. He hates to study and he dun like to take exam. And every exam period, he will be very scare of this this creature call 大包, so he will try to avoid him everytime he is going to see the 大包. U know y? coz 小包 scare of 大包 because he dun want to da2 bao1..

The feeling of DA2 BAO1 is back!!!!

worn out

i guess i put used up my energy for my first paper liao.. use too much till after my first paper, i cant concentrate on my remaining paper.. like that how can.. i better do something abt it to make myself concentrate!!!. jia you..


i shall not let anything to beat me down!!

A beautiful dream

I dreamt alot. dont know why also. Maybe my mind is still not at rest when i am sleeping.. haha. Yesterday i had a very beautiful dreams. Too beautiful till i dun feel like waking up.. 日有所思，夜有所梦。Do u know that was what was what i am thinking of before i sleep.. Alright.. Back to reality... Coz ppl always say, dream will never come true..

The story of liwei begins

Today is Good Friday and it is a public holiday. And i still remember vividly 6 years ago this holiday.. This is when my story begin. But the actual date is 21 April. 6 years le, the date also shift by 1 week le.. It will always be in my heart..

stress!

i feeling stress! i feeling sian.. dun like exam lar.. every exam i will be the same.. i think i got exam phobia liao.. sian 1/2.. its also when i am having problem, i will start to miss home.. miss my smell of my own bed.. And its also the time when i got problem, the first person i will remember is her. Hoping that i can share all my sorrow with her.. And not forgetting when i am happy.. to share all my happineess with her.. I think all this come very naturally and i din force my self to want to share with her. but i know she cant be by my side. i shall be strong!

home sick home

feeling so stress up! 3 more days to my first paper. totally no confident at all. dun know how to go into the exam hall like that... i called home just now to ask how my mum doing.. then mum started to nag at me again.. nag at me y keep eating magiee.. stress go out walk walk.. stress go have a gd sleep.. but i know i cant... after her nag.. suddenly feel so lost.. suddenly miss home so much.. suddenly miss my mum so so much.. i began to become a mama boy.. but who cares. i just love them all. I WANT TO GO HOME!!!

sick

i am sick of exam.. so sick of studying.. must must we sit for exam to pass and to get our cert? Y do we need a graduate cert? y Singapore is so stress..Y everything not going my way. Y things just cannot go in. Y u have to be like that? Y this Y that.. sian 1/2

learn from mistake

i guess sometime people just don't learn from their mistake.. its when u hurt even more. Then u will realise it.. But i guess it will be too late.. people already give u a chance for u to change but u dun want to grab this chance. haiz.. I dun deny, i am one of those who don't really know how to learn from mistake.. I don't y also and dun ask me y.. its just like that.. But if i am given a chance, i promise i will not make the same mistake again. i really hope

sian

我好心苦啊！！ 我好辛苦阿！！！！ sian 1/2.. Can i put a stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want to get out of it

oh shit... i am into the deadly stuff that i hate most.. i started to think of "it" again. this is a bad sign.. i must stop thinking from this point of time.. coz it wun happen.. jia you!!!

bad start of the week

My week started very badly.. first was i studied on my bed till i fall asleep. i dun like the feeling of falling alseep while i am doing something coz i know my things are left undone and i have to spent another day to finish it..

Next is this morning.. i overslept yet again!!!! ARGH!!! 8.30 lesson i 8.25 wake up.. How to attend my lesson!! This is not the first time i overslept le... Can i have more self- discipline????

I rushed to bathe and to brush my teeth. Unlucky stuff just came together... When i walk down the steps, i felt something dripping.. AT first i thought it was drizzling, but to my HORROR!!!!!!! THAT WAS BIRD SHIT!!!! WTH!!!!! Of all places, the bird decided to shit on me!!! Can my day be any better????

i thought my unlucky stuff is going to end... No No.. Out to the junction to wait for my shuttle bus. And the stupid bus just drove pass me!!!! I already late le... Yet bus also want to play with me!! So fun.. Lucky the next bus came soon after but i got to sprint to catch that bus!!!

During my lecture, the most irriating person SAT beside me with me having an irriating bloodshot eyes! On my god.. but this is ok. i just have to keep quiet and dun tok to him... when he started talking.. he is going to show off how much work he has done and how much he has finished studying.. That him lar.. i cant stop him from doing that but if next time u want to show off.. Pls stay away from me.. I dun like!!!

Went to see the doctor at the medical centre. First time went in.. Dun really know the procedure of reporting sick. haha. waited for around 35 min and when i see the doctor.. it onli take him 2 min to finish the consultation. haha.. like that also can.. And it onli cost me 3.50 for the eye drop.. yi feng qian yi feng huo bah.. haah

So far, had a bad day.. will my day be better later? i really hope so

happy

Im so happy.. my niece finally called me jiu jiu.. haha.. its an achievement lor.. i have been waiting for her to call me jiu jiu for so long liao.. seeing her grow up day by day... I am got the sense of fulfilment coz she has also start learning to tok to me. *cheers*

break my promise

Oh no!!! i promise myself 2 things. and now i think i break 1 promise after another.. What should i do? coz i know. if i break this promise, its me who is going to suffer. not anyone else.. And i know 1 of it will defineately affect me alot. i think i better run away from this world..