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i have been eating supper!!! nearly everyday.. i think i better stop eating supper lor if not i will become fatter and fatter.. Some time, it really no choice lor.. Eating make ppl feel good, make ppl feel happier.. And it is always this period of time, i have alot of supper.. Exam Exam Exam!!! I have exam phobia.. Can someone take my exam for me?? So stress! so worried abt the coming paper.. Just felt that i am not prepared and not much time to prepare!

Recently, my buddies in hall and those my BCM say that this few day, i am extremely weird.. I also dun know wat has happened. They say that this few days, i got alot alot alot of lame jokes and most of the jokes are not FUNNY at all lor and i am laughing out loud at my own jokes. Making them dun feel like toking to me... haha.. i also dun know wat's really happen. Can someone pls tell me? stress? bored?

Do you know that during exam period, i will do alot of things that i will not do during normal days, today i clean my fan.. its so freaking dirty lor.. haha..

i just have this stupid feeling.. Felt that something is missing.. Weirdo.. hate this feeling.. My friend nei nei, told me that my blog is always so sad or very emo.. Then she add in another line.. "But actually its like that lah.. coz those happy happy stuff, u will already express it out so din write down.. Those sad sad stuff, u cannot tell alot of ppl, that is y it is writen in the blog ma" how true? actually i argee with her.. haha

Relax Relax... HU... XI... HU... XI....

EMO-ED

today quite emo... actually is super emo.. maybe partly because of i am half sick. Or maybe because of other things. Today i make a very important decision.. The decision is to remove everything off.. It is not an easy decision but i think it is good for us.. The moment i remove it off, tears just went down. I don't know why is it like that but it is just uncontrollable..I thought i am strong, but actually i am not...

Celebrate Felix and Tze qi birthday. So qiao.. i got 3 friends whose birthday is on 27/10. Happy birthday to all.. At the age of 19, 23 and 24. May all your dreams come true. And have great fun saboing Felix.. u know wat.. maybe felix your ren yuan no good, or your birthday happen to be during exam period, so ppl want to reduce stress.. haha.. Hope u all enjoy your big day...

Yesterday ah doi birthday also, must wish her a happy 25 also.. heee..

i want to blog

i want to blog!!! so sian.. Sometime dun know wat ppl are thinking.. I cant really understand wat ppl is thinking.. had a little tok with my friend, and he told me sometimes its not easy.. Alright.. then i should be trying so hard.. let it be..

today went mahjonging with my friend and the money will be fork out for dinner.. well.. its was a good day for me.. i had a free dinner coz i won... Thanks for buying me dinner.. GREAT dinner.. I shall not care anything anymore except for my exam. dun disturb me if u really want to disturb me..3 weeks to exam.. lets come down.. BRING IT ON...

wee hours

wat am i doing here at the wee hours? shouldnt i be sleeping?? lol. im still so awake and i just had a bath.. Should i sleep or should i not.. actually went to my friend house til 3 am and because i dun want to spent the money on cab and also my wallet left 4 bucks onli, so i decided to walk back from bedok to tampines. Actually not very far lar.. just take me onli abt 1 hour plus to reach my destination plus carry a stupid heavy sling bag.. Started to dislike my sling bag le.. Think its time to invest in a new bag.. Any body want to buy for me?? Actually during the walk, nothing to do mah, so i on my hp to listen to mp3 lor.. so many songs, and each song got meaning de. haha ... and me started to become emo.. At the same time, i read my past SMSes in my another phone.. Suddenly realise some ppl just like to say for the sake of saying. Say want to do this, do that.. But in the end, change mind and do totally oppsite. Eg do that do this.. haha.. Chim right? Is it just those 3 min interest? or is it just their character? So why should i bother so much if they got their 3 min interest..

got ppl once told me.. if u have the choice of making most ppl happy and making 1 person sad.. and u can also choose to make everyone sad for 1 person happy. What will u choose? lol.. isnt it obvious? of coz we will choose to make 1 person sad to make everyone happy.. So if u are the unlucky one, im really sorry.. dun blame anyone.. blame yourself for being unlucky.. blame your fate.. haha

ppl in my block, all started to call me encik.. think its a xi guan liao.. even my BCM brotherhood also call me that.. i got so old meh... My room got so smelly meh.. lol.. maybe next sem u want this smelly room also no chance le... lol..

alright.. its 5 am and i still dun want sleep.. hooray.. logging off le.. good nite

isnt blogging a way of writing out your feeling out? y arent we doing it? lol.. got alot to mention, but dun know wat to write and some things arent convienent to write also.. So sick of sch.. tutorial.. lectures.. exams.. suck big time.. Some time i am wondering y.. is studying better than work?? sometime i really doubt so leh.. i think i prefer to work.. Or maybe i prefer to work in UOB although the incentive arent that great! at least i live a happy life..Frankly speaking... i arent happy.. Kinda so stress up with my sch work... INTEGRATED ELECTRONICS SUX, ELECTROMAGNETIC SUX, COMMS PRINCIPLE SUX, SEMICONDUCTOR SUX.. basically everything sux.. I seriously need a break from all this... HELP HELP HELP1!!! exams are coming.. die die die!!!!

i got 1022 msg of memories to keep.. Will there be a tomorrow tomorrow??? or just ignorant is beauty.. Im not sure too..

X plat

hmm.. yesterday went to the X plat-paintball.. it was a fun but tiring day.. Had lot and lots of fun shooting at people with my carbine.. But my aiming kinda suck lor.. Every one will get a prize for this.. just a matter of how big is the present.. haha.. My team got the best dressed!! haha.. top 4 prize lor... Can see how good we are.. haha.. After the whole event.. We went for dinner at amk.. That is very far lor and i think the food sucks.. No more next time for that porridge restaurant.. No mood to blog.. So just some pic to share...

time for blog

its has been a week since i last blog.. Very busy recently. busy with my sch work coz i got 6 quizzes coming up. done with 4 quiz and i think i am going to fail.. Abit numbed liao.. kinda sick of everything in life.. Especially sch work and some other personal matter.. Darn stress recently and i din have a good sleep for so long.. imagine i woke up every 2 hours for nothing.. And it take me some times to relax my self and went back to sleep.. I have trying very hard to concentrate on my studies... Alot alot of things are happening at the same time.. i need some breath. I need some time alone... 1 and half more yrs!!!!! get it over and done with.. i dun want to carry on my studies any more!!!!!!

ignorance is beauty!!!

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this year i "fan tai shui" and heard from the horoscope prediction that i will have another year of bad, lousy year.. wat more.. So many things are happening this year Or i should rather say Had happened. dun wish to mention much.. And sch are getting very very stressful.. I think i couldnt cope with the present pressure i am having now... Took 2 quizzes this morning and i think i am going to fail this 2 quizzes.. WORST STILL!!! may get zero... siao lar.. Damn pek chek with myself... and pek chek with lecturer.. where got quiz look for answer onli.. they should also take a look at the working mah.l if answer wrong, at least still got working marks... THEY ONLI WANT THE ANSWER!!!!! and each question 30 marks.. siao lor... Haiz.. i think i better buck up.. school work are getting out of hand.. I seriously need to do something abt it. Dun wish to think so much anymore.. The more u think, the more problems u will faced.. so Y not, start now!! 6 weeks to exams.. Aza Aza fighting!!!!!