no friends in studies

Some time i really have to argee with this sentence. There is no friends in studies. That time i was doing my lab report, because i am unsure of my reading of my report so i ask my lab friends for help to compare the reading and also to get the answer of the calculation. Last week, they told me they din bring the lab sheet out, so no choice. I cant compare the answers with them. then when i reach hall. i e mail them to see if they can compare through mail... 1 din reply me at all. the other did reply me. but he say he will send it to me once he finished the report (but i just want the reading and the calculation onli)..

Monday. i e mail this person again to remind him but he din reply me. When i thought that i will not get to compare the result, he e mail me this morning and i only get to check it this evening. U know when is the deadline of my report?? Today!!!!!! He send me this morning. how do i get the chance to make any changes if i spot my mistake!!! horrible plus selfish ppl.. I hope i am just making the wrong comment... hope u have better excuses for me next time... And now, i shall help myself with the report. Evenything is fine.

red eye monster

I am soon becoming a red eye monster liao.. everyday got a red eye and i dun think it is soar eyes leh.. but this happen for i think 1 whole week or more liao.. very irriating leh.. wah lao.. pain. itchy etc.. eyes can u pls stop the shit

stupid dream

my presentation is finally over.. What is left now is my lab report, quiz and lastly exams. hope all this can end fast. just dun like it.. yesterday i had so called a bad dreams. i dreamt of myself overslept and late for sch and u know wat i do? i quickly jump out of my bed to prepare.. Seeing my roomie is still sound asleep, i know that i just had a bad dream and back to my bed.. lucky no one saw thaT. it is so embarassing

presentation and renovation

Later i gonna give a presentation!!! shit.. i hate presentation coz my english is my killer.. This is my first presentation in NTU and i hope everything goes fine for me later. jia you jia you and i know i can do it de!!! dun be so gan jiong!!!!!

went home yesterday and have a gd chat with my mum! my mum has been busying with my niece chloe and at the same time busy with my house renovation. My house is gonna RENOVATE!! and my room gonna paint light blue and all my furniture will be thrown away. coolz... but i guess it is really time to throw. imagine i stay in that house for 19 yrs... and those furniture has been with me for this 19 yrs lor.. isnt it cool enough? tell u the most stunning thing... MY wardrobe is older than me coz it is the previous tenant that has left behind the furniture.. that cupboard is 28 yrs old liao.. time to find a partner in the rubbish bin!! i will have a new look room in july i guess and that will consider my birthday present if it is really ready by july. We shall wait and see...

wondering and pondering

some time i was wondering, wonder y some guys can have so many gal to like him. is it because rich? or is it because gd character or is it gd looking? or is it good "honging" skill.. but this is always the case. ppl with bf or gf can still keeping "honging" with other ppl. even the person himself can admit that he/ she is honging around. Y cant they be faithful to their partner? or is it true that ppl can be faithful to onli 1 but sincere to everyone.. i think ppl should be more serious in their relation before somebody will be hurt one day.. and know when to re treat... pls pls pls. i dun wish anyone to get hurt I always thought that guys like to "hong" around. I din know that some gals actuallu like to "hong" also.. A great discovery!!

daily routine

should i treat this as a daily routine? i think better not. if not it wun be anything new le.. sian ah.. toda drop my hp 2 times.. i cant believe it!!!! The more i treasure, the more it wanted so much to kiss the floor. All because of my stupid shorts. Got holes in some corner of my pocket.. And it is all because of the washing machine.. spoil all my shorts lar.. Think i better change new shorts. Another things is.. my watch has 1 of his legs in the coffin liao. sign and syptom of dying le.. sian 1/2. Time to get a new watch too..

Wish list of the year
1. get good result and no baos
2. watch
3. bag
4. good health
5. go oversea. (johor also happy)
6. slim down (hard)

simple but yet hard to buy..

video conferencing

yeah!!! bought my new 3G handphone. Of coz must try out the function of 3G mah. that is video conferencing.. My bro in law who holding on to a N70 called me.. haha.. I was outside then.. Coz this is the first time i am playing with the video conferencing, i was so excited lor. din notice i was talking so loudly with my bro- in- law and everyone around me was looking at me.. oh my god.. so ma lu... but it is a good try. at least ppl ask me if i got video conferencing b4. i can say proudly.. YES!!! haha.. end of my stupidity

time spent on waiting

this suppose to be yesterday blog but forget to write. So now then i write it lor. its still the same bah. The time i spent waiting this 2 days was very scary.. can = to half a day... first was wait for hall ppl. coz we wanted to go buy present for Xinyi so decided to go JP to buy present together. In the end we waited for around half and hour before we really set off. then we missed our bus. waited for another 15 mins AGAIN. We wait and wait and wait. wait as though waiting for $$ to drop from sky. Then i thought of buying my new hp. no one can accompany me go buy. poor me lar.. got to go alone to buy. dun like to go buy handphone alone so decided to ask my sis and family to go with me.. Then they were late and waited for them for another half an hour. GOD!! can i just stop waiting?? even buy handphone i have to wait.. waited for nearly an hour before its my turn to buy my handphone.. like that whole day gone liao. today went to xinyi house.. some one is late.. Late for an hour!!! waited for another hour again.. haha.. wait and wait and wait and wait. When will i just stop waiting??

wrong choice!!!

oh sian.. 1 day onli and i think i bought the wrong hp liao.. my requirement of handphone got alot.. must have camera, bluetooth, radio etc. these are the 3 most important criteria. but guess wat!!! now then i realise my new hp got no radio set!! i will die without the radio set lar... sian 1/2. wat should i do? buy a reciever instead? add reciever to my wish list. this year wish list not many lar. Only left with watch, reciever, bag.. anymore?? if i remember then i will put it down bah

p/s praying for the best of everything for u and cheer up...

new hp

finally got my hp that i wanted.. A 3G hp.. N6680. was queueing up at M1 shop to buy my hp and i am still thinking wat hp to buy.. 3 choices at first. 6111, 6230, 3230.. N70 was my initial choice but 498.. too expensive liao lar so decided not to buy that liao... Then my bro in law introduce me to the N6680 hp which is also a 3G phone.. look like N70.. features also the same.. price is cheaper by 100 dollar.. greed by the $100 difference, decided to buy the N6680.. its a worthy buy.. Hope i have make the right choice and cheers to myself for buying a new hp.. haha

you make the right choice

I dont know what has really happen. don't know why we have been arguing so frequently. Even when i am not persuing anything, it is still the same. Maybe its my fault for having such a immatured thinking as u have said. i guess u made the right choice by not accepting. coz i know i cant give u the hapiness that u truely deserved. Love is not about possession. its about seeing you happy. since i am not able to make you happy when I am around, i guess i should make a big step back. its hurts me to see u sad. Really!! But i will be there for you no matter wat happens. I guess this is the best for you and me bah.

Sometime ppl action should speak louder than words and all the action is showing it. I hope things will change for the better. 明天会更好

wei

direct person

nothing much.. just wana put something in here.. Sometimes i was wondering, is it a good thing to be a direct person or indirect person. Too direct is good but sometime it will hurt people's feeling unknowingly. indirectly person will also cause alot of trouble too... Make people pek chek for not saying those stuff. haha. dont know wat am i saying and i also dun know wat i really want to say. summarise it.. to be direct or indirect person?

Its time to let it off

hp lost!!

haha.. can u believe it.. i lost my hp yet again.. lost 2 handphone in 1 academic year.. can u believe it!!. i cant believe i am so so so so so careless.. nothing much to hope for.. i just hope that the person who took my hp return my sim card.. that all i need onli.. DOGGIES LUCK 2006. i have to accept the fate!!! hope to have a better 1 for the rest of the yr.. plsssssssss......... :~~~(

Music diary

Ever heard of the music diary??? it is the 8pm F.M 93.3 programme whereby they will say alot and alot of stories. i just love it.. i also don't know why.. maybe lcan listen to different kind of relation no matter good or bad.. i always feel so good listening.. just now the story.. not very emotional but LING ZHI say a few meaningful words which i think i should always kept in mind

1. love some one isnt about possessing her.. As long as she is happy, you will also be happy for her to..

2. Some time when relationship turn sour, it is sometime very hard to go back to the usual times.

3. And also it isn't about going back to the usual time that couple used to have, its about how you solve the problem and having a long lasting relationship

3. It take 2 hands to clap, if only 1 is always giving and the other is just not doing anything, it will not last for long.

I am not very good at my words. The things i wanted to say is all inside my heart. Some time it is just not easy to express myself. haha.. THAT ME!!! All the things mention above, i shall learn from it... i just love music diary... 一起共勉之。

Time flies again

how come today time flies ah?? sat there a while onli, its already 8 plus. i thought it is around 6 onli lor. time pls dun fly away... 30 days to exam.. lets come down together. hoho...

copy right from jas
think this is very meaningful, so added without permission. hope u dun mind ya...

life is like takin a one-way train controlled by ourselves.
once u board on it
dere's no way u can turn back.
dun regret not stopping at beautiful places to haf a closer look
coz dere's no way u can turn back.
dun regret not stopping at interval stations where u can take a rest
coz dere's no way u can turn back.
dun regret not treasurin pple who travelled wif u but haf alighted b4 u
coz dere's no way u can turn back.
dun regret not stopping for pple who wan to board the train wif u but never got the chance
coz dere's no way u can turn back.
dun regret.the train still moves on.
life goes on.
if u missed beautiful places earlier on, u'll still haf chance to come across more.
if u missed a chance to rest, dere'll be more interval stations ahead.
if u regret not treasurin someone who has alighted, treasure those who're still on board more.
if u regret not letting pple go on board wif u, slow down.
gif pple a chance to travel the journey wif u.
move on.

ANGRY!!

Second blog in a day but this is bo bian.. I just want to complain and complain and complain..Blk 50 level 3 got some very irritating and dirty and smelly and ill discipline ppl.. Ah ya.. Dun know how to describe them lar.. Simply hopeless. simply a piece of shit.. That time after Chinese new yr.. I came back to hall.. Unexpectedly, I saw something in disguise. I saw a toilet cubicle full of SHIT.. Yes it is shit!!!!! And it is not flushed!!!!!!! That incident.. Ok.. nvm.. I forget it.. This idiotic person (dun know whether is it the same person) shitted again!!!! If he forget to flush, still ok because I can flush for him.. wah lao... He MIS aim the big big bowl of the toilet cubicle and he shitted ON THE FLOOR!!! YES!!! ITS ON THE FLOOR.. He also cant be bother to make an effort to splash some water on it or just wash it off.. Is it really so difficult!!! Now, it make the whole shitty toilet so shitty smelly... What the hack he really want!!! Before I on fire and blow up this matter again.. The person better put a bus stop on it.. Before I turn nasty!!!!

let me nua

at last... finish my 30% quiz with a happy ending.. lucky i know how to do ah.. busy for the whole week le.. its time to let me nua 1 day.. Just 1 day pls.... i am gonna stone in front of this lousy com of mine and play spider solitair and minesweeper(my onli leisure).. haha.. if u all want to tok to me.. i really dun mind lor.. back to my nua-ing postion. head tilt down...


quote:

learn to accept things and to really face the fact. And remember to cherish watever u have now. do not wait until u lose it, then u regret it...i have learnt to accept mine too.

Hostel alone

ppl have home alone until part 3. i got hostel alone part 1.. will there be bandits? i hope not.. today is friday.. dun know y.. most of my friends went back liao.. left with onli sio, albert and me.. not forgetting my malaysian roomie.. Sian lar.. ppl enjoying this friday night.. i lan lan have to stay in hostel.. u know why? I TOMORROW GOT QUIZ!!! WTH.. choose also dun know how to choose.. choose my saturday give me a 30 % quiz... sian lar.. sio, yong fong, albert and alex playig mahjong.. i want to play also cannot.. quiz quiz quiz!!! dun know wat happen to my com.. this morning, found out that my speaker dun know wat happen. no sound come out.. then evening internet connection sot sot de.. cant even log in to my msn and IE... so come to sio room to use. at the same time see them play mahjong and reduce stress. haha. excuses... no mood to study.. sio connection ok leh.. y my 1 like that.. hope they wun go home after their mahjong session. if not it will be my responsibility to look after my hall mate's property. and to prevent any bandit from stealing our stuff.. ok time to get back to my notes.. good luck to me bah

MOODY MOOD

suddenly become moody again. i dun know why also.. i just hate myself lar... so easily got mood swing and moody.. i need to change my character. if not i will be suffering this whole life.. sometime i was thinking... life is so strange.. some stuff u want to have it. they purposely dun let u have it.. some stuff u dun want to have it.. they keep coming and coming and coming.. very ignoring leh.. y cant i just have wat i wanted.. being rich. have a good life and stop all the stupid shit in NTU... Find the gal i really love and be together. but i guess it is really hard for me.. i still have to continue all this shit in NTU and i wun get rich if i dun work. unless money drop from the sky.. i wun find my one coz no one will like my character. i am just a loser...born to lose.. how i hope time will stop at this point of time. When no one is around with me.. just me and no one else... i just want to be alone now... really alone at this point of time

Childhood photo

Yesterday my cousin sent me 5 pics of my childhood photo.. LOL.. Cant imagine that is me.. That was so young so cute.. But I really dun remember taking those photos.. Maybe I was too young then.. haha.. But it is good memories ah.. too bad, I cant put it in my blog, if not I can save keep it.. Ha

1st comment

YEAH!! finally got my first blog comment by jas.. It has been a long wait.. haha. but doesnt matter lar.. have better than dun have any mah. Anyway think i am not going to let my blog become so public. maybe just those close 1 bah and i dun really have alot of close friends.. See how.. maybe i already started telling everyone that i got a blog.. haha.. dun know what am i talking abt... just feel happy for my first comment.. haHA

Work load

Workload finally keep piling.. Dun say I am not busy. I am really really busy. It is how u look at the word "busy". busy but of coz u still need some time for many many stuff too.. Wad I have for this week. 1 30% quiz on sat. And 1 report due on next Monday which we are still thinking how to write plus 6 tutorial for this week. Actually not many stuff lar. Just feel that all this are heavy weight and time consuming projects and quizzes..And I still have a lab report yet to start.

think on the bright side of life.. Actually I only have so "little" to do only mah.. Can finish 1 lar.. haha.. Today. Had a short conversation with dom and jas. Feel so much better after a short chat.. Of Cox I wun forget my dinner with my brother.. So relaxing... How I hope time will stop for me.. Or if better.. 100 hours a day. 50 hours for sleeping.. Tired lar... 5 weeks to exam. OH SHIT!!!! it is time to get serious.

Time flies

Well. Went back home yesterday and have lunch with my whole family. My 2nd sister is giving us a treat because she got another 7 month bonus from her company. It is really a good news for her and of Cox Me!!! Cox I got to eat buffets again. But of Cox that is not the main point. The main thing is I saw my niece. Wow!!! At the age of 1yr 3 month, she has started to walk slowly, at least she can walk properly while I am holding her. hmmm... She has also started replying to our questions or sometime even talk something that I can understand. e.g "no more", "gor gor", "ma ma" etc. Of Cox there are a lot more for me to find out.

looking at my niece, I started to think. From a family of 5, then both my sistersl got married 1 after another. 1 and a half years ago, it was a family of 7 until my niece was bored on the Dec 19. Now living happily with a family of 8. But I guess this lucky number 8 will not stay with us for long as my 2nd sis is pregnant again.. Wow.. Its gonna be her 2nd baby. Congrat sis... When will my eldest sis has her first baby? My mum is still waiting and waiting.. My family is growing in numbers day by day and I really hope that our number can be double digit sooner or later.. Cheers

9 bottles

Ha.. When it is all getting started, u will keep on maintaining the blog.. And you are so used to blog le, you will not bother to update it so often. As far as I know, I am those one of the 3 min temperature guy(san1 fen1 zhong1 re4 du4).

Guess wat.. Today, Felix, sio, aaron and I drank 9 bottles of beers. LOL.. Drink as though there is no tomorrow. dun know y felix has this idea of organising this beer party with the minced meat noodle brotherhood. We drink and drink, play cards, gossip, as though we have finished our exams. It is torturing but nevertheless, FUN. It is good to have this minced meat noodle brotherhood. At least, i felt i am never being left out.. Thanks for being my brother.. WE ARE BROTHERS.. Last;y, when people are there to look down on you.. Saying that you will not make it, I must prove it to the person that i will be able to take it and do it... I will prove you wrong

A bad patch of life

Some time I have to argee.. Life is just like humps.. Up and down and up and down.. Looks like I have a lot of humps in my life... But it is never a bad thing.. It is through all this humps, I get to learn about life and also a lot a lot of new things. This week is yet another bad patch of my life. Lots of downs and downs and downs. Never hear of any ups yet. 1 souring of friendship, 2 misunderstanding which lead to ppl accusing me.. Quizzes quizzes and quizzes. Report and report and reports. What's more? I just hate this lar.. I just need a listening ear and a friend who cares. And I know there are some people who cares. Thanks for accompanying me and to talk to me during my bad patch of my life. I had a talk with my dearest cousin recently. She is 1 of them who tried hard to pull me out of this shit.. She told me 1 thing which I totally agreed on.. That is.. People especially gals younger than 23 will be looking for fun and excitement in their relationship. People older than 23 will be looking for a more stable relationship. But why must it be at 23 years old? And do you think this is true?? Sigh. Guess I still got a lot of things to improve on. My character, my image, my studies. My ren2 yuan2 guan1 xi4 and a lot a lot more... I NEED TO CHANGE!!!!! AND IT IS TIME TO CHANGE!!

A place to remember

ha.. Cant believe i also start blogging.. Last time. i never believe in blog.. But ppl do change. And i am one of them.. Now i believe blog is a place that i can keep all my memories of my life into this small little website. The main reason is also because i can also start to vent all my anger and pour out all i wanted to say into this blog.. Maybe i can feel better... So if u all have any comment on me.. do drop me a message ya.